WE ARE NOT LOVERS WE ARE NOT ROMANTICS

Random new friends you meet at Subways are the best.
MSI was amazing.
Made some awesome new friends. Chug drinks at the bar, dance with some ladies.
MSI come on
THE TITS OF THE PITTTTTTT Fuck yaaa. Bitches twice my size are such pussies. I love proving people wrong about me in pits...
Never hit the floor, got a black eye, almost died probably from being punched in the front of my throat. And too many more to list. Pit was amazing. Its so funny when people think Ill die and then they fall back and I never leave... My body is F-U-C-K-E-D. AKA GREAT show. Had to say fuck my shirt,couldnt wear that shit. My hair was soaked, it was such a good pit. I can still taste the sweat thats not mine. Ahha not really but that'd be pretty fun.

And this hot guy was all up on me when I was trying to get jimmys autograph at the front of the stage. He was half helping keep this fat bitch at enough of a distance to let me breath, but also half rubbing up my side and hips and stuff. It was pretty hot I must admit. I also realise when I was Kaila I totally broke away and forgot to say anything to him. And I have a feeling Im going to pointlessly regret this for a while.

Anyway I think I might be going to alot of concerts alone. Because that was an amazing night, gorgeous and beautiful and I meet

so ive basicallt decided this is going to be my drunk off my ass\hammared joural and if you dont wanna hear those enteries thenyou sjhould probably mdelete me.



im tyoo drunk to cvater aboty how i spell
 

LOOK AT HOW BAD I TYPEà
 

man i fucked up
i weigh 91.6

I weighed myself today, a little under two weeks ago, it was 94, I freaked. I absolutly freaked out. So I stopped being hungry, then I was 90 pounds.

Now Im 87 and I feel so much better being back in the 80s. But thats only a three pound difference. My goal weight is 84, obviously i wont go back to 74, that was bad. Im feeling better but Im not in the clear yet.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I think so.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Yesterday I think.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Oh fuck off I work in a deli.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
hah nope.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I doubt it, Im creepy.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Who doesen't

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Never

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Reeses

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Hahah B+J Peanut butter tracks.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Hair, or lack of, sexy shaved heads.

15. RED OR PINK?
RED...Obviously.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Hahaha...

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Myself.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
If they want..

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
No shoes, blue jeans.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Atreyu..do I ever change

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Red I guess, cause its my favourite colour.

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
When someone comes in from the cold, pot, whisky (im serious about these) and deep-fried foods.


24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My auntie.

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
meh.

27. HAIR COLOR?
Deep red.

28. EYE COLOR?
Darkish greenish.

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
One day I will..

30. FAVORITE FOOD
Shit, thats hard, foods a bit of an addiction.......POUTINES,

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Scary movies.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Some of Be Kind Rewind.

33. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR?
Depends on the mood.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Fucking summer all the way.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Mmm kisses.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO?
Dont know...

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO?
Dont know...

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
I wish I was reading one.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
No mouse pad.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
For a bit when I got home from work.

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
Ripping a popper. Music, music, music. Simple gal I am...

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles.

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Yah when you move as much as me....enough said.

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Of course.

46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
Newmarket.

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK
I'm not exactly expecting any.

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
I didn't know I had one.

ARENT YOU TIRED OF BEING WEAK
SO DRAINED THAT YOU COULD SCREAM
ALL THE STARS RIGHT OUT OF THE SKY

I dont understand my parents though.

My mom especially.
If 50% of all marriages end in divorace, and more than 50% of both parents go one to be with someone new....
Why cant I just have that kind of normal life were I have both parents, see them seperatly, everyone accepts it because a child needs its parents.

I mean Ive never had both parents really. One would always be kind of in the distance I suppose. Something going on.

But ow I know it could happen and she wont try for me.

All ive been doing the past 6 months is trying trying trying and i just want some fucking support from my fucking parents.

In 2006

[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] kissed in a car
[] kissed in the snow
[] kissed in the rain
[x ] had my heart broken
[] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] came out of my closet
[] got pregnant
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[x ] lost faith in love
[] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[ ] got a pay raise
[x] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[ ] dated a co-worker
[ ] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] met a teacher who I became friends with
[x] met a teacher who I really hate
[] found the subject I love
[] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[] got in a fight with a classmate
[x] did something I was proud of
[] discovered a new talent
[x] proved myself an idiot
[x] embarrassed myself in front of the class
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[] painted a picture
[] wrote a poem
[ ] ran a mile 2000 times
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[x] double dipped
[] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[] went to camp
[ ] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[ ] laughed till I peed my pants
[] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign province
[] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] went on a diet
[x] tried to gain weight
[x] dyed my hair
[x] came close to losing my life
[] someone/something close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[x] drank alcohol underage
[x] got drunk
[] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] found out who my real friends are
[] lied to my parents
[] snuck out
[] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[x] smoked
[x] got wasted
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[] had a crush on someone
[] swam in a pool (beach)
[ ] made a snowman
[] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] slept in past 2pm
[x] held someone’s hand that you care about
[x] got wasted in a public place
[ ] got wasted in Mexico
[] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[] gone on vacation
[] gone on vacation with a friend
[x] driven a car
[ ] played strip poker
[] danced in the rain
[] got in a car accident
[] saw someone get in a car accident
[] got in a fist fight
[] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by a car
[] got a new pet
[] had an amazing year
[] enjoyed this year overall
 

Shit niggas

hahah so one of my back teeth had a filling or something come out and now i have a HUGE gaping hole
 

oh and i dont get benifits till i work for 5 years apparently

oh and my dad doeesnt have benefits with his new company
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so the guy ACTUALLY said what if you called your mom and explained the situation

Of course it would make sense I mean mom is a millionaire, i mean i aam her daughter

but why should she put aside me having a relaitonship with my father to help me on something i really cant do on my own
my father cant afford it
i cant afford it

the sad part is, if i was on my death bed, she wouldnt go near the fucking hospital
i brush my teeth everyday

and she still wouldnt help i bet